Wednesday, 21 April 2010

1 day to go

Well it all looks like it is going to go ahead.
I finished work on monday which was weird thinking I am not going to work again for 4 months. I know I will miss it, I love the interaction with patients and colleagues and learning things everyday. However it had got to a point where my hip was affecting me so much I wasn't actually gaining much from a training perspective with work.
Mr Witt - who was out the country skiing made it back despite the volcano.
I have packed my bag - only need to add the things that I will still eb using today - i.e. computer, phone charger etc.
All medical equipment arrived - 2 toilet seat raises, perch stool, grabber and sock putter onner thingy. So pleased I ahve this stufff - didn't last time and struggled a bit. - Had to put a garden chair in the shower, which didn't leave much room for me!
The butterflies are really starting to kick in, haven't slept well the lst couple of nights because keep waking up and then think about things and butterflies start.
Its weird - last time I was so scared but now although I am nervous I'm not scared which considering how many problems I had last time shows how much faith I have in Mr Witt and the anaesthetist.
Just think 24 hours from now will hopefully be in theatre - as long as am first on the list which i am hoping for.

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